Haiz..

It has been awhile since I last blogged, I guess my life is getting abit screwy...

I have no idea what I have been doing up till now...

My temper seems to have changed with the weather..

I am becoming more and more short-tempered, which obviously I hate, I want to go back to the times whereby my patience is like insanely high, and I am capable of accepting everything and nothing seems to be able to annoy me.

Now, the slightest thing could sink me to start an argument and I really hate all of that, I do not know how many I must apologise to and how much I need to do to make up for the mistakes I have made, but I am willing to do practically anything to make it up to them, even if it means taking my life if the situation requires me to do so.

For now I am living how I am supposed to, that is to help others as much as I can.

I have lost one route of helping, so I must work harder on the other paths to ensure I can make up to people faster, then I can really truly smile to myself and be happy over it.

What I am truly grateful now is, I have a very awesome bunch of friends, who will support me along the way, though we have our rough times, but we will still smile and fight through the tough times together, for that I am very happy and I really want to thank every single one of them ^^

alright, I need to go, so this is it for now, ciaos XD

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