我失去了许多，但也得到了许多，但是真正的问题是，我所得到的和我失去的是否用有着同等的价值。

我知道朋友若读到我这篇篇章，第一个想法就会是，“这个人无缘无故干吗要用华文来写呢？”

其实并没有什么特殊的原因，只是最近一直看到朋友都以华文来写文章，就想来抽热闹。

竟然开头的第一句话就写的如此沉闷与悲哀，我看我得先解释到底发生了什么事吧。

最近也不知怎么了，一直在发呆，可能是因为现在放假所以有较多时间思考吧。但就因为这多余的时间，我又开始想起以前的事，尤其是那些我一直都不想记得的坏回忆。

不知为何会去想这些没用的东西，但是当我开始想的时候，我会想到我几年下来所失去的友情，每当到这我心就会开始有点酸。我知道我本身非常注重这些已失去的友情，但最终都想不到为何当初我会那么傻，去失去它们。

越去想着这些回忆，我也不知不觉地去开始把现有的友情拿出来作比较。虽说我现有的友情都非常珍贵但是，始终都有一点什么东西不在，但一直都不知道什么不在。

若真的要作比较，我真的会讲，我的旧友情会比较珍贵，可能是因为当时的我比较单纯，所以在交友时真的是把自己完全投入近那份友情里，现在，我交友时都带着一个怀疑的心。可能是几年累计下来的伤痕使我无法再那么容易相信他人。话虽如此但这也不代表在我现有的友情里并没有值得我去完全投入的，只是很多都只是表面的友情还未成为心灵上的友情。

好了，我也写了许多，该走了，再见。

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Exams are over!!! The strenuous week has passed, now I given a few hours of rest a day.

Tomorrow is the concert, I am super under prepared for it, then Sunday got another one, I am like going to die haha XD

Then Monday till Thursday is JTC camp, I hope things goes well, cannot afford a screwup

Then Friday if I am still alive, I shall go celebrate Pearly's birthday, Saturday is my cousin's wedding, OMG I HAVEN'T PICKED UP MY CLOTHES!!!!!

Then I will get rest day, then going to malaysia to camp until 24 sept.

After that is a wide spam week of preparations for the cosplay things and OMG 1st Oct is freaking results day, Children's day and we have to see horrible results, GG.


Well pretty busy this hols, no time to work etc, but nvm I will have a day to go out with Jeanette to IKEA cos I want to get some furnitures HAHAH


alright I am done for now Jya

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Ok let me see 3 papers down 1 last one to go. XD

For plants I think I screwed up lo haha the first question I think 20 marks gone le haha XD
then the rest of the paper is doable and die at the same time so i think wun score well le.

For MMB, no need say just die, everything die, I studied and forget everything, how awesome right haha XD

For IMM, semi dead, some questions was a blur so i lost alot of marks

Now is left with CCTA, how will i do, I don't know so wish me luck XD


HAHA

JYA

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