Ah a peaceful Tuesday night haha XD, yea I sound like a dumb old man haha but who cares XD

I find the days seem to be better,

I emo less

I am happier

But I AM HOWEVER UNHAPPY THAT I AM EATING MORE!!!!

this is a very big problem cos it is super hard for me to lose weight

the extra weight and fats is not doing me justice

My arms are already distorted due to cello, but i dun blame cello for this, i blame myself for having too much excess fats to be converted into muscle which cause this imbalance....

I should starve abit, kill off some muscles...

it is better for me XD

haha XD


ok that is all for tonight

till i have more motivation to blog hah

Jya

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