Ok, today is father's day haha XD

Well which obviously, I am not staying home and celebrating it but going out to settle other things, but will still be back for dinner lo.

Then I am having a lot of designer block, can't get ideas out at all....

this is the sianzors part.....

I am still sick, I do not know why so hard to recover...

Yesterday went to work as some surveyor, just sit there write car plate numbers, so sian but slack job, was chatting with Andrew, who was like 20 plus and he was my partner for that station, haha.

Of cos there are awkward moments but it is ok, since we have own entertainment as well XD

Finish work at abt 10 pm, then go home, reach home around 11 plus, then I stoned in front of com, watch anime, browse fb and go to sleep.

now I am like leg aching a lot, and well sick haha, haven take temperature, but dun think it will be very high so should be alright XD hahaha

ok I am done for now

Janeh XD

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18 June lo haha XD

I had Strings camp on 15th and 16th, so fun, though I was injured abit but it was nice bond with the juniors and the other fellow main ensemble peeps, just sad no cello freshies join us.

I was pretty emo for the past few days, don't ask me why, I also don't know

My chest feel tight and extremely uneasy, I want to cry, but I need to remain strong, this is tough, really tough, I am not sure if I am really up for it, what if I break down suddenly. I cannot let that happen....

Oh I wish for someone to be there to take my tears, please...... it is painful T_T

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One paper down two more to go....

Immunology was not well done, so I am very sad.....

Today's paper is Applied Microbiology, so it is like prepare to die or something.


I think if things continue like this, my mind will really break...

I am on the verge of a breakdown, so let's see how long more can I hold this front.....

Labels: oh welll

Omg early morning wake up and see 2 new messages in my phone and teared.

Nii chan is really sweet, despite him already in UK, he still message me, like omg, he really did message, I thought he was just kidding about it. And yes I really teared haha XD

Somemore he sent me the same message twice at different time, I think he was thinking why I did not reply to his first message, but I think he forget about the time difference between UK and Singapore, got a big 7 hours gap, so the time he messaged, it is 3 am plus in Singapore and well I am sleeping liao haha XD and I just replied to his  message, which well I think he sleeping liao, cos now over his place is 1 am plus haha XD

Well I guess I have to say that him going over to UK for attachment caused me to be pretty sad, so which tells me that I have been emotionally attached and dependent on him to a certain extent, with this, I don't think it will take long before I fully open up to him le bah haha XD

oh well I am just going to just study today and also rest as well haha XD

A little mixture of both cos very tired haha XD

ok thats all

Janeh XD

Labels: Nii chan is awesomest

In microbiology class now, staring at the screen with a blank mind, haiz....

I do not know why is it so difficult for me to decide on a freaking blogskin, maybe I should change the background back to white haha XD

I am bored in class, whatever teacher is saying, is semi alien to me, i can't seem to concentrate at all zzz....

I want to have more fun in class, later still got one more class then I will head over to crystal lab to ensure the giant crystal will survive through the holidays..

Everyone is telling me to go cut my hair, but problem is, first I do not have a proper hairstyle I want, two no time and three, there is a limit I can cut cos if I change too much, it will not tally with the portfolio pictures.


Oh well best thing is there is no class tomorrow, which means I can rest, and complete plants assignment and then also finish all my studies so at least will be prepared for the exams....


JYJYJYJY

alright that is all for now...

Janeh

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