I understand that loving is nothing wrong, as long as she is happy I will be, the logic is this simple no?

I am helping a good friend get a girl he like, I am doing something good what. Of course I know I am hurt in the process, but I now I am alright, I have awesome friends, like darling, daddy john and daddy raymond, maddie, sky, andrew bro, JB, chris kor kor who is currently missing and many more. I will get through this fine.

But why am I so flustered, I understand I helped Arnold cos well, he just broke up and I know if I were to just snatch the girl from under his nose, I will be like back-stabbing him, he is my first friend in Poly, he is an important friend, and I do not want to lose this friendship.

Many said I should just go for it and confess, there will be some who sits on the fence, and also some who respected my decision and asked me to just get over the girl.

But well I am just, well... I dunnoe, disturbed?

My mood is very swingy, I am hot-tempered now, I snap for no reason, I am like just a jerk right now.

I don't know what to say, sorry? thanks? get lost? just die? I don't know, my mind is clouded, just clouded, tears wun flow, means I am not sad? but the heart hurts, doesn't it? I just don't know.

It takes more time I guess, probably I need to think through this, as JB said, I need to know what I want to do after the weekends, but I am just too tired to think now...

well i will stop here.

a simple line:

The flame on the candle fades, as the last drop of wax drips onto the ground, just like the sparkle of the eyes fade, as the last drop of tear flows down the face.