I was reading on daddy Raymond's posts just now, and it just triggered some of my memories, It let me think back to the days of rejections.

They are painful, heart wrenching, but my tears never did flow, I am quite incapable of crying during that time, but let me see if I can remember the most hurtful rejection line I got.

If I remember correctly, it goes like that, she called her friend to call me and her friend said this, "Hey Ken, you are a great guy, but she is not ready for it yet, just don't bother waiting, alright bye." And just before the phone went dead, I heard laughters coming from the other side of the phone. I stood by the phone in a daze for more than a minute before coming to my senses. At the point I came back to my senses, my face felt wet and warm, 'I am crying' that is what I thought to myself.

I kept smiling and tried to wipe the tears off, but they won't stop flowing, so I am not given a chance, I had to just sleep as I do not want to let my parents find out, I hid under my blanket and continue tearing before I fell asleep.

How long I have cried, I have no idea, it seems like hours and hours.

ok my point here I guess is, I am expecting a rejection answer from her. So, either way, I am going to be highly affected....