Wednesday, February 04, 2009
It has been awhile since I last blog le.
Well I guess time is flying by at its own fast and slow pace, depending on how everyone sees it.
I know this came a little late, but hey I got into Molecular Biotechnology in Ngee Ann Poly.
Not exactly said my first choice but guess I just have to live with it.
I dun wanna risk opting for SP and then get rejected and get into an engineering course instead.
New Year had been great, went around visiting friends and relatives and getting ang paos. XD
Well this year is more special than the previous years, cos I did go to friends houses unlike the other years whereby I only stay put at home hahaah XD
Somehow with all the time that is passing by, one matures in different ways. Chuan said I matured yesterday, but is this really the case? Or is it simply the plain selfishness I had inside that stir up this so called maturity?
I wish to find the answer, but do not have the energy nor determination to probe on further.
I guess all I can do now is focus up for the next 3 months and see what fate has in stall for me.
If it is meant that in this 3 months, I am suppose to get it, I will still smile and face it. This is what I set out to do, I do not want to frown towards my problems, I want to face every single problem with a smile, a smile that says, "Its alright, I can get through this."
I will not reveal my true emotions, as they are simply redundant and brings alot of troubles to people around me. The only emotion I will reveal is happiness, true happiness. No matter how hard it is to attain this happiness, I shall not let anything get in my way.
For those who knows what I am referring to, I wish you would not frown nor worry about my problem and smile alongside with me, this shall be the greatest gift you could ever give me.
For those who don't get a single thing I am saying, don't ask, just smile along and soon you would find the answer in due time depending on the problem that occurs.
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Longed for at11:48 AM