Tears

I no longer control my tears.

 

I shall let them flow if they want to.

 

I have been rejected by the person I sought help from, my time has stopped from then on.

 

If the remainder time is meant for me to think things through and let me prepare for fading, then I shall make full use of it.

 

this shall be the final waltz…………

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Quiz

Ok I am very bored in the morning haahaha so went to do a quiz

 

 

 

 

 

This is so lol can, my name is beyond very very very sexy, as if. I am beyond very very very turn off lo hahaahahah XD

 

 

ok thats all for now

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Message in post lol.

Dull life, so sian lor, everyday like nothing to do, BORED!!!!!! I wanna do something. ok I have been blabbering about this for so long and I dun seem to be bored of it.....

Even my friends will soon get bored of my keep saying this lor.

Anyway, my day has been so wonderful that I simply want to sleep through it muaahahahahahahahahahaha

Then again, sleeping seems ike such a nice thing, for a pig like me at least muahahha

Haiz, I am getting fat fat fat, so fat and round, I feel like a roly poly, then soon Ken will be a ball of carbos.


I am starting to crap muaahahahahahahaa, well just plain bored yea, so this post is solely for me to crap muahahahaha.

So let's see, today..........


I went to nowhere but home home and home, except morning got go jog jog abit.

Now I so not tired, still so active, I think my body sot sot le.

Everyday like that, so bad sia, soon I really become fat pig man.Fulfil my legacy as a buta muahahahaha, aka fatest buta muyahahahaha.

Very sianzzzzzz, dunnoe what to write liao le.

I think I shall randomly write for a few more sentence.

Then go turn in for the night lolololol.

Anyone who is reading this, I know you think I siao liao le.

But trust me, I am not siao just bored to death muahahahahaahahah, with more muahahahahahahahahaha.

Laugh along and go crazy with me muahahahaha.

Everyone bye bye, go off liao. the end.

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Walk Away

1. Put your iTunes/Imeem/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY?” YOU SAY?
Ever Ever After – Carrie Underwood

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
爱转角 - 罗志祥

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
I’m Yours – Jason Mraz

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
The Best Damn Thing – Avril Lavigne

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Sanctuary – Utada Hikaru (sweats)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
A Thousand Miles – Vanessa Carlton (I am way behind them haha XD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
会呼吸的痛 - 梁静茹

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Desperate – Daphne Khoo (I wonder)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
1000 words – Jade ( wow)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Silent Destiny – Orb Hunter 4 (my life is rather quiet haha XD)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Monsoon – Tokio Hotel (lol I am gonna be the wind woohoo)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Angel – Natasha Bedingfield (awesome)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Light On – David Cook

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Complicated – Avril Lavigne (so true)

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Life Is Like A Boat – Rie Fu ( hmm if life is a boat, will sink)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
珊瑚海 - 周杰伦 （drowned Oo?)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
千年之恋 – FIR ( lol i regret a thousand yr love)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Rooftops and Invitation – Dashboard Confessional (haha next time dun send me invitation card, i will laugh)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
This is Me (Acoustic Version) – Demi Lovato

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Take A Bow – Rihana (hahahahah)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
My Happy Ending – Avril Lavigne (I din know I want a sad ending)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Walk Away – Vanessa Hudgens (HAHAHAHHA)

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Hi People.

To start things off, Happy Belated Valentine's Day.

Yesterday I was quite tired. I spent 8 hours baking cookies. Wonderful not? Well cos my chocolate gave me alot of trouble, by refusing to melt.

Well in the end one bar melted, so I did finish the cookies.

Initially, I wanted to go take a nap before going to Pearly's church for the event, but in the end it was too late by the time I am done.

So I quickly got changed and went out.

I slowly strolled over to Quan's house to pass him a box of the cookies. When I was there, he was asleep, so well, didn't get to chat, just left the cookies and left.

Then I went over to Pearly's church. Met her and we waited. Soon after, Teck Chuan joined us.
Of course, Teck Chuan did not forget to give me a valentine's day present XD He gave me a big apple. It was awesomely nice. Well, actually anything Chuan give me is nice haha XD

So the the event started. With song, games and food. the kebab was scary. so well....

After the event, Pearly, Brandon, Chuan, Luke, me and some other friends of Pearl's went to Causeway and we played arcade, until about 11++.

In the end, Chuan and I were the last to leave.We went home then. I was happy throughout the day, seriously.

I guess it is a unique type of happiness that is not easily found in the daily lives. I totally wished time could stop there and then, I just wish to indulge in the same time again.

Well I guess I can indulge that moment in my memories then haha XD Time to look forward.

Today was abit dull.

My father went to the hospital due to chest pain and he was discharged at 8 pm.

the rest of the day was done doing nothing.

I guess I will put up some notes to people.

Firstly, to an extremely confused girl.

Don't lie to yourselves no more. I can see very well that you are very concerned about him, but yet you and him are going through this tough time. Don't torture yourself anymore, best if you go clarify things with the guy, even if he refuses to change back, give yourself a chance and accept the new him. Isn't this what being a friend is about, accepting your friends for whoever they maybe? So don't brood over it and make the appropriate decision.


Well the next one will be to my close friends who know about me.

I am happy with the life I am living and hope to live it through with a smile. Yesterday was a charm for me, the celebrations and time I spent will be deeply etched in my mind. I will not know if I am able to celebrate or have any plans of celebrating valentine's day next year, but at least I know I have spent a happy one this year.

Keep smiling people ^^

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Kuon

Eternity.

 

This word holds a nice meaning to it.

 

But how many of us actually stopped to ponder what this word really means to us?

 

Today morning, I unknowingly came across this word and it made me wonder, what does eternity means to me? Do I really take the word for the literal meaning it holds or is it something else, something more meaningful and closer to the heart?

 

Over a nice hot cup of rose tea, I let my mind evaluate the meaning of eternity to me.

 

Eternity, by said means forever. But to me, it means abit more. Once I see the word eternity, it isn’t love that comes to mind, instead it is the very thing in our head, memories.

 

As life goes, love does not last forever, there is no eternal love as it will disappear as you fade away. Friends are also not for eternity, they definitely will not be buried together with you when you pass away. Memories on the other hand, it lasts forever.

 

Memories stays with us forever, when we say we forget, it is not that a particular memory is lost, instead it is just not vivid within in our memory. Once we go back and look and slowly think, the memory will find its way back to us.

 

Even when we pass on, our memories will still continue to live on in the minds of  others who share the same memories, so it will continue on in this manner.

 

Well I don’t believe in eternity as I know that everything will have an end, even if by said something will take tens and thousands of years to disappear, it will still be gone, thus eternity does not matter at all.

 

Yet believing that eternity exists, seems to allow us to work against our respective goals more enthusiastically, so I guess it is a nice thing XD

 

Well I am crapping already, shall end here like that.

 

Janei

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Quiz

Lol I got tagged by Jean to do a quizzie, though this quiz looks awesomely familiar hahaha XD

 

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
My cheek?

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
Confused.

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
hmmmm…. the BUTAS!!

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
To a certain extent yes. oh god this is so SS

5. Would you ever donate blood?
Why not, unless I got some disease or whatsoever.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Wanna make a guess? I had loads of friends who is of the opposite sex XD

7. Do you want someone dead?
Why would I?

8. What does your last text message says?
Its pretty long, some valentine’s day msg.

9.What are you thinking right now?
When is my show loading finish…

10. Do you wish someone be with you right now?
Why not, I could use the company.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Always. and dun ask me where is 11 and 12, when the quiz came to me, these 2 questions are already missing.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
GK

10 ppl tagged to do this quiz. (whom can't do, because of my blogskins, but I'll just do the numbered sections anyway)
  1. Shao Quan (seeing that ur blog is dead for so long hahaha XD)
  2. Teck Chuan ( though i doubt u will even bother coming to my blog hahaha )
  3. Pearly (something to get ur blog out of ur daily emoism)
  4. Jeanette ( hahah back at you XD)
  5. Wen Xuan ( but I guess you barely comes to my blog XD)
  6. Iffah ( haha something for you to do apart from your daily stuff)
  7. Andrew ( bro you complain bored at work, I give you something to do haha XD)
  8. Hila ( something for you to play XD)
  9. Wei Liang ( seeing you bored I shall grant you with some quiz XD)

  10. Adwin ( I am plain bored ya)

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with? (Teck Chuan)
ahem ahem I wun be bad to reveal his secret so I shall say someone. AND his HOMEWORK!!!

16. Is 3 a male or a female? (Pearly)
Female la dui

17. If 7 & 10 get together, will it be a good thing? (Andrew and Adwin)
OMG GAYNESSS. ooo both As haha XD but in the first place, they dunnoe each other XD

18. What is number 1 studying about? (Shao Quan)
Anything about Mathematics and of cos his other subjects.

19. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Not too long I presume, at least all within a month, except Adwin whom I have not spoken to in years.

20. Is number 4 single? (Jeanette)
Ahem, can I say no? haha XD okok I will say yes XD

21. Say something about number 2? (Teck Chuan)
His innocence is beyond cure which makes him awesomely cute XD

22. What do you think about number 3 & number 6 being tgt? (Pearly and Iffah)
WHOA LESBIAN THIS TIME. well this is utterly unbelievable.

23. Describe number 9. (Wei Liang)
He loves his computer too much.

24. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights? (Iffah and Andrew)
This is ridiculous, they don’t even know one another.but would love to see it though ahaha XD

25. Do you like number 8? (Hila)

Why not, she is like a sister cum mother to me hahaa XD

Created by Zhixian to prevent number 5 from being emo)
26. Does number 5 have a Passion card and Popular card? (Wen Xuan)
Popular card perhaps.

 

 

Hahah that’s about all for the quiz, sry Xuan, didn’t mean to put you at the emo spot. sorry.

 

Well till next time Janei.

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It has been awhile since I last blog le.


Well I guess time is flying by at its own fast and slow pace, depending on how everyone sees it.

I know this came a little late, but hey I got into Molecular Biotechnology in Ngee Ann Poly.

Not exactly said my first choice but guess I just have to live with it.

I dun wanna risk opting for SP and then get rejected and get into an engineering course instead.



New Year had been great, went around visiting friends and relatives and getting ang paos. XD


Well this year is more special than the previous years, cos I did go to friends houses unlike the other years whereby I only stay put at home hahaah XD

Somehow with all the time that is passing by, one matures in different ways. Chuan said I matured yesterday, but is this really the case? Or is it simply the plain selfishness I had inside that stir up this so called maturity?

I wish to find the answer, but do not have the energy nor determination to probe on further.

I guess all I can do now is focus up for the next 3 months and see what fate has in stall for me.

If it is meant that in this 3 months, I am suppose to get it, I will still smile and face it. This is what I set out to do, I do not want to frown towards my problems, I want to face every single problem with a smile, a smile that says, "Its alright, I can get through this."

I will not reveal my true emotions, as they are simply redundant and brings alot of troubles to people around me. The only emotion I will reveal is happiness, true happiness. No matter how hard it is to attain this happiness, I shall not let anything get in my way.

For those who knows what I am referring to, I wish you would not frown nor worry about my problem and smile alongside with me, this shall be the greatest gift you could ever give me.

For those who don't get a single thing I am saying, don't ask, just smile along and soon you would find the answer in due time depending on the problem that occurs.

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