Lol today is a pretty lethargic day.

I woke up like 9 in the morning, I mean like wth 9?

That is like hell late ok...

Fine I know that 9 is quite early for some people but to me it is like late.


Well I spend most of the day rotting.

I din go for cosplay T_T

nvm maybe tomorrow if I feel better than I go bah.


Well I just watched a show and somehow I learn something....


I found that anything can be a reason to do things, as long as we are honest to our present self and emotions.

Well now I have sorta cleared my mind in someways.

I have been lying to myself for so long time to be true.

There is no point in fearing, why should I get so affected?

They maybe very close to me but still it does not explain why I must be so affected.

In the end I am just lying, I keep thinking they needed my care and stuff like that, but in the end it seem more like I am the one who cannot live without them.

Well now I know this, I find, there is no point in leaving, cos I have found back the courage to stay. Now I shall just do my best not to need them too much and I believe I can do it ^^

Labels: trust and faith