Quan are you seriously alright?

Your emotional status is no longer a difficult challenge for me and it is starting to become a permament blockage to me.

I feel very useless and weak everytime I see you so sad and yet all my attempts to make you smile is futile. Well I am not trying to say that you should smile everytime I try to make you to do so, as I was the one afterall who wants you to show me your true emotions.

But when you said I am your diary yesterday, I feel even more useless. Am I only such a non-existence item that cannot help you recover from your emotional pain and shall forever be only able to be you listening ear?

Then again, why am I saying so much? My existence will soon cease to be there anyway. My graduation day is coming, which mean my time in the school is coming to an end as well, soon we will go our seperate ways and I won't be around already.

I guess I have failed my responsibility anyway, so I guess I leave the make you happy par to your friends, who definitely can lift you spirits up and without me saying you know who I am talking about.

So I guess I wish you all the best in you studies ^^

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