I redited my previous post, apparently blue did rash down after reading it le, but I guess this is all expected by me, I will keep those words hidden for now, at least till I tink they are ready to read it without getting too emotionally affected.


so well I am here wee early sia XD

Well didn't go school today, today morning vomitted out some blood so ya.

Apparently was just some throat infection so it is ok.

But now cannot eat spicy and fred food T_T

sad lar, but it is alright then hahaha XD

the remainding of this post is for Blue.


Sorry blue, for making you cry is my fault, though I have warnd you about the post, I wasn't able to fully prevent you from reading it, and the rain yesterday seem to be telling me that no matter what I do, it won't make you change your opinion.

But I just want to tell you here that, you need not worry too much about me, focus on the others and you understand what I am talking. Especially try to spend more time with your family ^^ the pig pigs will all understand, you need not always put your family aside just to accompany us. We all have to be with our family once in a while, even me, no matter how rebellious I am, I will try to give my family some time, so you don't need to give all your time to us ok ^^

I understand being selfish isn't exactly you, but as I said, this is life, you must learn to be selfish to yourself once in a while. You need not show us a happy you everytime, when you are sad just show it, you just need let us know what is troubling you, as faking a smile is gonna hurt us more than your sadness. Don't deny us the chance to help you, as it is painful knowing that you are suffering and yet we can do nothing to help.

So let us just share weal and woe together ok ^^ All the oher pigs will stick together with you, this I promise ok ^^

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