Yesterday, was bored haha XD woke at like 7.30 am cos of my aunt, my father brought me there in his motor, which obviously the money air yesterday was bloody cold can, I literally became an ice cube ok, the whole body was shivering so much I nearly shiver myself off the motor.
but well after that, I went to Pearly's house to help Shao Quan edit the script, then stare at them do their homework haha XD
After a while, went to Bishan to send Pearly's phone for repair with SQ. Talked alot along the way haha XD and I saw my parents as well hahahaha XD
Well after that went back to Pearly's house and stare at her play her keyboard. Then went for basketball ahah XD SQ was damn emo when we were at the basketball court.
After that, went back to Pearly's house and dined there ^^
Then end up, when SQ dun emo le, Pearly starts to emo, haiz.....
so many emo people ahha XD
Then went back with SQ but he left when his parents came to fetch him, I was rushing home like mad to catch Incredible Tales hahah XD
Then well talked on the phone and end up, I fell aslp hahaha XD
Today, woke up groggily, went to school and sianed there, was nearly sleeping through Physics haha XD
Then PE, here is where the torture comes hahaha, we were suppose to play tag rugby, but without the ball then one part we were suppose to charge our way through 2 walls of defences without losing our tags. I charged past the first wall and when I was about to charge through the second, Hazirah's leg came up and her knee hit against my tigh and send me to the ground in pain.
Well I beared with the pain for awhile during A-maths lesson before finally going home...
well then here I am lalalal
Hoho another song by me haha XD this time will be lousier than the previous one, cos this song I am attempting is by a female singer, but cos I like the song haah XD
Anyway please dun mind parts of it being blurry cos I was crying while recording it so ya...
well just hope you all will enjoy it^^
Life is like a boat - Rie fu
Nobody knows who I really am, I've never felt this empty before. And if I ever need someone to come along, Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate The waves keep on coming and we can't escape But if we ever get lost on our way The waves will guide you through another day
Tooku de iki wo shiteru toumei ni natta mitai Kurayami ni omoeta kedo mekakushi sareteta dake
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made ee~
Nobody knows who I really am Maybe they just don't give a damn But if I ever need someone to come along I know you will follow me and keep me strong
Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku nukedashitaku naru Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de mune wo tsureteku
And every time I see your face The oceans lead out to my heart You make me wanna strain at the oars And soon I can't see the shore
Oh, I can't see the shore... When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am I never thought I'd feel this way toward you And if you ever need someone to come along I will follow you and keep you strong
Tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayaka na hi mo Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de mune wo terashidasu
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
And everytime I see your face The oceans lead out to my heart You make me wanna strain at the oars And soon I can't see the shore
Unmei no fune wo kogi nami wa tsugi kara tsugi e to Watashi-tachi wo osou kedo sore mo suteki na tabi ne Dore mo suteki na tabi ne...
Ok this is a recording of the song 我为什么还爱你 by 迷路兵 ..
Ok dun mind if it sound bad, this is dedicated to her de, I find if I sang it myself it will show that my resolve has been made and I will not strive for her anymore and that I have moved on.... I just wish she will be happy. This will also show how hurt I was course of her, sounds bad eh ahah XD but nvm lar XDD
Well after analysis from the past 6 months and today, I have concluded liao le.
I can finally rest and focus liao le.
Self-thought: Stupid boy, you know your place in her heart liao, you have said it yourself, your presence is an absence, so let it be this way, isn't it obvious to you how much you have suffered liao mah, time to let HIM back liao lar, stop being obstinate and hold on to this light side of you, see how much you have gained with HIM and how much you have lost with your current self? You should well understand your human heart is no longer needed, throw it away liao lar, let HIM back and he shall help you gain back what you lost.
Back to reality:
Today CIP was fun haha XD collect so many papers, though lesser than last year, so very sad haha XD
well after that went to breakfast with Michelle, Fanny and Dharini, then went home.
After that went out to walk around and went to 178 and found white pig still there.
then send her home and headed for causeway, walked around and stayed in the library till about 5.30.
then walked to Fushan as still early, saw Wei Cheng there, talked to him and then headed home.
I am stepping down at this point of life, I understand I should have done this earlier, but there seriously has too many things I am worried that I simply can't let them now, but seeing everything nowadays, I can finally step down for good.
Anyway, Happy Birthday Lander XD hoho 14 liao lor XD
Well it seems pig has a new target, well as I said HUA XIN (FLOWER HEART)and very unstable anyway.
Well she has found happiness, I just to make sure her happiness is long lived, then I can say that I have completed my job as a god bro ^^
Well today was like just any other day lors, it is like all my teachers came, even though many teachers did not come school today, how sian haha XD
Focus rocks ok, Mdm Tong gave us this tricky test and I finish in like 1 and 1/2 hrs and I get to sleep openly for the next half an hour, uber nice can, now so energised unlike during the morning XD
Well I am back to thinking of designs now tata XD
Before that maybe I should write a sentence for the day, since I did not do this for very long liao XD
ok here it comes...
Life holds much wonder for all, but only a handful are able to enjoy the benefits of such wonders ^^
Welcome (:
I have spent a few years with you and I hope many more follows <3
I hope you enjoy your stay here XD
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At a legal age of 18, I study with what I love and thus unable to do so, as I have yet to find my <3.
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