Well today was an average day well, went to fetched Pearly from her camp and followed her to basketball, then send her home...

Well seeing her today, she is extremely tired and stuffs, worries she won't make it home properly lor, haha I guess I worry too much le XD

well putting that aside I shall talk about another thing....

I guess this is the end between my friendship with her, I seem to always say the wrong things and I have apparently angered her quite alot, with even the last bit of hope I hold on gone, I can say my life has come to a meaningful end I guess....

Well what else can I do, I clearly know her heart is with another guy but I just understand that she doesn't like me to keep mentioning about that guy..I thought she would be happy, if I keep trying to help her relationship with the guy get better, but I guess I am wrong, she is not happy at all, she seem even more troubled and pissed off, she must be hating me to the core right now I guess...

Well I should have expected this, I shouldn't be so meddlesome, this is her relationship afterall, who am I to butt in, I am in no way related to her except as a caring friend that's all.

Well I will admit it if this ends my friendship with her... I only want to say, sorry, I am foolish, I did not consider your feelings and kept forcing you to him even though you like him. I did not see the fact that you are holding so much back when facing him, I am terribly sorry, I am terribly stupid.....


Gomenasai, niichan bakades. Niichan shinshaku shimasu deshita imoto fiiringu.

Sorry I was such a fool T_T

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