Well happy birthday Jin Yen ^^ hope life in china is a blast for you and wish you all the best for your finals ^^

Mindy Happy birthday to you too, sorry forget to wish you yesterday when I blogged, was emoing haha XD

Well back to emo hahaha whiney post again, so the caution stays....

Well today morning was rather weird I would say...

Hhahaha cos I woke up not knowing why I wake up hahaha XD played abit of maple to find myself rolling back....

Then in the afternon, went to Pearly's house to wait for her, before we go out to meet Jeanette and Keith. We walked around causeway, played ddr, helped Jeanette choose a present for her mother and we went to Jeanette's house.

Stayed there for awhile listen to Jeanette and Pearly play the piano and then we left for basketball. Jeanette at first was unable to go cos her mum did not pick up the phone, but then as soon as Pearly and I left, she called and say she is joining us. After that, bought them drinks and then we headed to Fushan basketball court there.

At first was unwilling to play cos afterall, I am not good at it, but then since they short of player then fine I shall join. Was blocking and barely throwing haha XD cos I dunnoe how to play it and my shots are crap lollers XD

Well after that was more basketball haha XD and even though my sole has blister le but nvm just kept playing and I find I am really getting good and distracting people haha XD

After basketball, went to buy bubble tea and send Pearly home....


Well here comes the emo part ahhaaha XD

Well I will just say what I told her at the bus-stop. She always has that emo and very down and dejected face whenever she goes out with me, it is never so when she is with her friends, so I guess my presence is very depressing for her, because apparently, her frowns are more prominent than smiles when she is with me, alone.

Well I guess, I am not meant for this role, and should really take my exit out of her life, though I am very clear she will start scolding me stupid and stuff when she read this. I understand that deep within after reading all these, she would be very fed up already and soon she will be telling me something like, "FINE! You want to get out of my life, so be it! our friendship ends here." Saddening isn't it, but I guess I would have long anticipated this already and am ready to face up to it when it comes.

I am still here saying sorry, I could not help but return to who I used to be, the jerk, the asshole, who indulges in self pity, thus, I believe that your life would be a brighter one, without me in it, though as I said the white pig and black pig, are yin and yang, but obviously you are the white, I am the black, you are the yang, I am the yin, when the yin leaves the yang, though balance would be tipped, but at least, the yang would be able to live life brightly and with more hopes.

I understand you would not accept this exit of mine, but I don't mind you continuing to talk to me, but just for you to know, my feelings stay true, I would really love for both yin and yang to stay together, but I don't think I should be that yin, you would definitely find a better one, as your brothers around are each and all better than me in all ways, thus don't feel sad for me, just treat me as how my sadness has treated you........


Thats all for this emo post haah XD

Labels: Pains and exits.....