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Apparently she says she don't hate me, but obviously I understand now, my stand is weak, my confidence has never been there to begin with, I understand how much she hates me to keep talking about that guy when she is talking to me but I guess is my inferiority that constantly cause me to do so bah...

I am sorry I have caused you much trouble, tears aren't meant to roll down these cheeks, they should be as dry as the Colorado river, non-existent. I am sorry you have to hear my tears....

My heart is currently hollow, the emptiness is killing me, I am no longer interested in the living world... I understand I have promised you but....


Well I guess some stuffs just can't be stopped, but I am terribly sorry. Please understand if my absence will be of any distrubance to you, but then again my presence is a form of absence, thus it makes no difference.

Well I understand for the past six months, the happiness I have brought you is not enough to suffice for the sadness I have caused you, I am a bad omen to all, those who chose to shun me did the right thing. At least their life won't be twarted by my bad luck...

well I will say all these for now and I know I sound whiney........

Labels: Tears....